Healing Betrayal

Healing Betrayal

A big opportunity for healing, this feeling of being betrayed, jerked around, lied to, lied about, judged, found guilty and falsely condemned. I’d been searching for the childhood moment that felt energetically similar.

“There has never been an injustice anywhere in this physical time/space reality or anywhere else. Law of Attraction does not promote injustice. Law of Attraction amplifies the vibration that is within you.”  Abraham Hicks. This quote was the inspiration to go deeper into my healing process.

This healing drama has been unfolding over several weeks. I have been witness to my anger and turbulence from the feelings of the above mentioned experience of betrayal. One of the first healings I recognized was a rising up of strength in me as I honored the truth of my insights in relation to this experience. This offered a deepened and expanded trust in the unfolding of the Universe. Many of us are working with learning to trust ourselves after a lifetime of being taught otherwise.

As I sat by the river, my constant rolling thoughts on this dilemma slipped aside long enough for my inner child to appear, crying out and wounded.  It was heart wrenching.

Wanting to immediately draw her close and offer comfort but intuitively knowing to go through steps of healing and transformation before my little girl self could truly accept love and comfort. I could see her so clearly, her pain so raw and devastating.

Beginning the Visioning healing process I envisioned this long ago child-self before me surrounded by a golden bubble of light and in this bubble a radiant comforting energy, gently caressing the young one. I envisioned her becoming aware and a bit curious of this life affirming energy, a quickening. She begins to relax and ever so gradually responds to the loving energy. She is opening up, breathing it in and allowing herself to be comforted. She slowly transforms before my eyes. I too am showering her with love. Her awareness opens to this shower of love and she is not only taking it in but extending it out.

Our glances now meet; eyes convey love and joy at being reunited. We gradually approach one another and as we embrace the golden bubble of light encompasses us both. With this embracing the little one shares how scared she has been for so long and I share that we are safe now and together.

Feeling her heartbeat next to mine, she joyfully (an innocent child’s joy) moves comfortably into my heart.

I take time to sit in this bubble of light and allow the healed transformed child to integrate into my being, into every cell, unfolding and extending through my energetic field.

After this healing there were a rush of other experiences that came forward for healing, one included of me in the womb. It was amazingly powerful and with the transformation there is this lovely sweetness.

Some of the animosity I’ve been feeling toward the seeming perpetrator of these recent events has shifted with a rising awareness of the other’s wounded-ness.  We are all wounded. Now when I become aware of a disparaging thought arising I consciously switch to seeing her as an innocent wounded child trying to regain her dignity, power and integrity.

We are all on this holy journey into the unknown toward wholeness.

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