I Had A Dream several nights ago…
I am at an event with people casually milling about. Through the crowd my gaze falls upon 
a very attractive male. My first thought is, how appealing this man is. My next thought is, he probably wouldn’t be attracted to me. My next next thought (3rd) was to choose to ignore the 2nd thought and just experience my attraction to this gentleman without leaning into it rather opening up to the sensation of the experience.
I am a bit surprised and quite pleased when he notices me and draws closer through the crowd to introduce himself.
I am left with a wonderful and lovely expansiveness, an opening in my being, my heart, an allowing of my holy desires as a human to be fulfilled. I can breathe more deeply. My heart is peaceful, joyful, expectant. I meditate on this…
Nice