Healing Betrayal

Healing Betrayal

A big opportunity for healing, this feeling of being betrayed, jerked around, lied to, lied about, judged, found guilty and falsely condemned. I’d been searching for the childhood moment that felt energetically similar.

“There has never been an injustice anywhere in this physical time/space reality or anywhere else. Law of Attraction does not promote injustice. Law of Attraction amplifies the vibration that is within you.”  Abraham Hicks. This quote was the inspiration to go deeper into my healing process.

This healing drama has been unfolding over several weeks. I have been witness to my anger and turbulence from the feelings of the above mentioned experience of betrayal. One of the first healings I recognized was a rising up of strength in me as I honored the truth of my insights in relation to this experience. This offered a deepened and expanded trust in the unfolding of the Universe. Many of us are working with learning to trust ourselves after a lifetime of being taught otherwise.

As I sat by the river, my constant rolling thoughts on this dilemma slipped aside long enough for my inner child to appear, crying out and wounded.  It was heart wrenching.

Wanting to immediately draw her close and offer comfort but intuitively knowing to go through steps of healing and transformation before my little girl self could truly accept love and comfort. I could see her so clearly, her pain so raw and devastating.

Beginning the Visioning healing process I envisioned this long ago child-self before me surrounded by a golden bubble of light and in this bubble a radiant comforting energy, gently caressing the young one. I envisioned her becoming aware and a bit curious of this life affirming energy, a quickening. She begins to relax and ever so gradually responds to the loving energy. She is opening up, breathing it in and allowing herself to be comforted. She slowly transforms before my eyes. I too am showering her with love. Her awareness opens to this shower of love and she is not only taking it in but extending it out.

Our glances now meet; eyes convey love and joy at being reunited. We gradually approach one another and as we embrace the golden bubble of light encompasses us both. With this embracing the little one shares how scared she has been for so long and I share that we are safe now and together.

Feeling her heartbeat next to mine, she joyfully (an innocent child’s joy) moves comfortably into my heart.

I take time to sit in this bubble of light and allow the healed transformed child to integrate into my being, into every cell, unfolding and extending through my energetic field.

After this healing there were a rush of other experiences that came forward for healing, one included of me in the womb. It was amazingly powerful and with the transformation there is this lovely sweetness.

Some of the animosity I’ve been feeling toward the seeming perpetrator of these recent events has shifted with a rising awareness of the other’s wounded-ness.  We are all wounded. Now when I become aware of a disparaging thought arising I consciously switch to seeing her as an innocent wounded child trying to regain her dignity, power and integrity.

We are all on this holy journey into the unknown toward wholeness.

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Peace Is All I Have To Offer

As I walked to the river’s edge, contemplating the recent tragic events in our country bringing close to home the tragedies which are occurring elsewhere on the planet all too often. Adding to that today’s scare in our community when the school was put on lockdown because of an armed burglary in the vicinity. So many anxious parents connecting and sharing information on facebook. What could I do help?

I felt the connection to all this turmoil in my physical being and decided to send peace out into the spheres so maybe some might find feel it and be comforted. But I didn’t feel so peaceful. Listening to the small rapids gurgling I called for help to be the peace I wanted to send out so that I could indeed send out peace. Can’t send out what I don’t have.

Wanting to walk briskly through the woods the dogs decided there would be no moving quickly through this paradise. They had to meander, sniff, chase, dig and explore almost everything in different directions. Hmmm, stop and smell the roses, be in the moment. Dogs do not believe in a direct avenue from A to Z. It’s all the things in between that make the journey worth taking.

Arriving home a Buddhist meditation which someone long ago shared came to mind. On the in breath, inhaling into my personal inner turmoil, on the exhale breathing in the solution – Peace and letting it wash through me and into the sensations of my turmoil, transmuting it, transforming it and releasing. I repeated this a couple times. Then I breathed in the turmoil of the surviving children of the CT area and then exhaling into peace and comfort for them. Then the families experience loss, all over the world, breathing in their tragedy beyond words and exhaling into peace and comfort. I did the same for our community parents and children who just experienced a scare and knowing, sometimes the worst does happen.

I can’t help but imagine that there are others out there on planet earth beaming out peace, love, compassion and comfort and if but for a moment I was part of the live stream. I think some was beamed to me today for sure. Thank you!

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Dream Changer

I Had A Dream several nights ago…
I am at an event with people casually milling about. Through the crowd my gaze falls upon a very attractive male. My first thought is, how appealing this man is. My next thought is, he probably wouldn’t be attracted to me. My next next thought (3rd) was to choose to ignore the 2nd thought and just experience my attraction to this gentleman without leaning into it rather opening up to the sensation of the experience.

I am a bit surprised and quite pleased when he notices me and draws closer through the crowd to introduce himself.

I am left with a wonderful and lovely expansiveness, an opening in my being, my heart, an allowing of my holy desires as a human to be fulfilled. I can breathe more deeply. My heart is peaceful, joyful, expectant. I meditate on this…
Nice

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Does Distance Healing Really Work?

We were on the phone. I reached into the thin air and could feel her energy field and the disturbances which I began clearing, with my hands…

Mary (not her real name) had called to cancel her attendance at the following day’s workshop I was giving. She had just returned from the doctor’s office with severe kidney and sinus infections.

Accepting Mary’s cancellation, I asked if she was interested in doing some energy healing over the phone to ease her discomfort. Mary agreed saying she might as well, for she had already canceled her evening plans because of her illness. I led her through tapping on her meridians to clear her energy pathways and began working in her energy field with my hands, doing Reiki for her. Mary exclaimed she could feel the energy moving over her just like she does when she’s in my office. By the end of our phone session, Mary’s urinary tract infection and sinus symptoms were all gone. As it turned out, Mary was able to go about her evening plans and attended the following day’s workshop, feeling and looking great!

Jill (not her real name) came to see me for a Reiki/EFT session recently and immediately asked me to use the distance meridian tapping to heal her dog, Pucci (not her real name). Pucci had been having trouble with a terrible cough, and Jill was beside herself with worry. We began by tapping on Jill and then we moved into a visualization of Pucci the dog, surrounding her in a bubble of golden loving healing light. Jill, the person felt better. Several days later Jill emailed that when she returned home, Pucci no longer had a cough and hadn’t coughed since.

A woman recently called from out of town and asked how distance healing worked. My response was “I don’t know, but it does.” After our session by phone, she wrote “I have to say that I continue to enjoy the levity and liberation I experienced after our session on Wednesday. I so enjoy your energy and feel a kindred connection with you. I’m really looking forward to our next session.”

All kinds of philosophical answers could be given. The one that resonates for me is that we are all one and connected by a Universal Divine Energy I call God. In the Bible Jesus healed a man’s daughter from afar. Jesus said, “These things ye shall do and more.” I’m just following guidance and believing that’s true.

I don’t do the healing but rather create a space so that others can connect with their divine source and come into alignment with it and therein lies all healing.

Miracles are the normal order of Life. If Miracles are not happening, something is wrong. ACIM.

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My Grandmother Was A Healer

My Grandmother was a Healer

As a child I wanted to help people, to heal people. Sadie, my grandmother, always discouraged my interest. Sadie had been a healer and facilitated many profound healings but became disillusioned and stopped altogether. “It is pointless to heal someone’s illness if you do not heal the cause of the illness, because it just comes back in some other form,” she said. Her statement always weighed heavy in my thoughts and greatly affected me and my calling as an energy, visioning practitioner and teacher.

The desire to help and the desire to be of service are not always one and the same. One can be ego based, masked by good intentions and the other is selfless. True compassion is allowing people to be right where they are. From that stance, lasting and true healing can occur. For most of us it is a process. The physical body is quite resilient in healing, when brought into a true and positive alignment with the Real Self.

I am often called by loved ones to intervene on someone’s behalf. Unless someone is open to healing on a soul level, intervention can be disruptive, with the clashing of egos and wills. True healing may seem incomprehensible, though our illnesses have the potential to take us to the heights of inner healing.

Early on in my energy practice, I would see people transformed in the presence of the Divine energies. Yet within moments of raising themselves off the healing table lifelong patterns often descended back upon them. Yes, they had a moment of respite. But the core issue was still waiting for them, and they immediately put the comfort of their wounded-self back on like a security blanket.

We live in a microwave/pill society. Fix me quick! Take a pill that will make it all go away. The bone may be set and heal, but the internal suffering goes on. Healing is undermined by our insecurities and fears, until that internal suffering is clearly and compassionately brought into the Son Light of Spirit.

So, what to do? I am clear that people participate in and awaken into their healing. For most of us, learning to love ourselves is the hardest lesson of all. People often confuse self-love with vanity and being self-centered. The love I am speaking of is indeed quite the opposite. Self-love  lays the foundation for unconditional love, peace and acceptance for oneself, others and joy! Each healing session I participate in now is about healing at the core and experiencing one’s true Divine nature, which is love.

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How The Universe Brought Me to Berkeley Springs

How The Universe Brought Me to Berkeley Springs

By Shafiya

Am I Dreaming? Part I

It was a beautiful spring morning on Saturday April 13, 2003. Stepping into the sunshine on the patio, I lovingly admired the beautiful and promising bedding plants ready for the flower garden. Appreciating each plant, the layout of this year’s flowers began unfolding in my imagination. Little did I know at that moment, the plantings would never occur and life was to be turned upside down. A car accident was about to occur, not far from home.

After writing this first paragraph I have to pause to regain my center of peace. It’s an uneasy feeling looking those “pre-moments”, just before the accident, so squarely in the eye. Recalling the contentment and joy of that morning and things never to be done again, or at least not for many years to come, still elicits a profound feeling of loss.

As a result of the accident and the injury sustained I was unable to work and in quick order, lost everything, gaining a life of unrelenting pain. The physical agony continued unabated for nearly two years. The grief of losing that life style lasted a whole lot longer. The present was born out of that anguish. Today is bright, hopeful, filled with love and healing for me and others.

I waited years for a financial settlement from the accident. This money was to recreate and rebuild my life after its devastation. I was free to move anywhere on the planet and this provided a great deal of pleasure-full dreaming. I dreamed myself on the Fiji islands, Hawaii, Taos, Oregon, Berkeley Springs and Asheville. Dreams of building and living in a yurt and having a healing retreat center in nature where people would come for a day or a week to immerse in nature and the healing arts – Divine dreams.

Now, on to reality. The financial settlement suites filed by my attorney gave me great hope for the money to fulfill these dreams but as the mediation went on, each call from my lawyers the numbers kept falling. I enjoyed each stage of my dreams, allowing myself to be fully immersed and yet not attached. I thought I was unattached. With each phone call and monetary decrease the potential of my dreams changed. Now my dream was beginning to look like a used RV. Actually it was fun dreaming that one too.

With yet another call from my attorneys, overwhelmed and in despair, I ran outside and shouted to the sky “I am so sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself and telling my sorrowful story. No more!” “I am doing my best. It’s in God’s hands.” And I gave up.

The Universe tenderly responded. “Its OK, we are going to give you a house”. I was floored and began immediately wondering who in the world would give someone, me specifically, a house? Once again the Universe said “No, no, the Universe is giving you the house, but it will come through someone”

How the Universe gave me a house… part II

That was on a Thursday and by Tuesday, it was all but forgotten. Tuesday was a lovely day, I was teaching Reiki I to a dear friend. As we took a break outside, sipping lemonade, I shared my tale of changing dreams. Finally she looks at me and says “I want to give you my cabin in Berkeley Springs. I was going up tomorrow to put it on the market which breaks my heart. It’s a special place but I just don’t have time for it. Would you like to go see it with me?”

It was hard to take in at first. I couldn’t believe it was happening. At first I was afraid to get my hopes up, maybe she’d change her mind. How does someone just give you a house and how do I accept such an awesome gift?

The day I headed out with my friend to see the mountain cabin was auspicious and beautiful. The house was adorable! In Berkeley Springs we stopped in a store called Portals and I asked Tom the owner if he knew of anyone looking for a Reiki and EFT practitioner. He referred me to Marti Sikes at Awakening Health Center, just two doors down from his shop. Marti wasn’t in but I got her card.

Then we explored the Ice House which houses the Morgan Art Council and gorgeous works from local artisans. There I continued my networking and asked who would be interested in having a Reiki Practitioner and once again, I was referred to Marti Sikes and told she would be at her shop at 5:00 pm for her grand re-opening.

So we continued the exploration of Berkeley Springs and its springs which has a beautiful park right in town with the healing spring water running right through it. Families were picnicking while their children played in the healing springs catching crawfish, surreal, peaceful and beautiful. George Washington had made this place famous because of his strong belief of the healing properties of the springs.

I returned at 5:00 PM and there was Marti and Pam with a massage table on the sidewalk giving free reflexology and Reiki treatments. Others were giving free sessions, music was playing and I got a tarot reading saying how special my transitions here would be. I asked the woman who I knew to be Marti (from her card) if indeed she was Marti Sikes. Looking up she confirmed her identity. I explained that I was moving to Berkeley Springs and did Reiki and EFT and asked if there was space in her center for another practitioner? Without hesitation Marti says “We’ll make space.”

Believe it or not, this is just the beginning of the cascades of miracles. Continued…

Miracles Are a Normal Part of Life: Part III
So here I was the owner of a home in West Virginia outside of Berkeley Springs, a gift from the Universe, via an earthly angel. This was a good thing. On the other hand, I had no money to move and still getting those calls from the lawyers with the settlement becoming less and less. Add to that, was the “hill” that was the only access to my new home. My Passant Volkswagen took me up that hill two terrifying times and I swore I wasn’t going back until I had a four wheel drive vehicle.
So I began my search for a four wheel drive with no money in hand until a client in my healing practice offered to loan me the money. So with the help of another trusting angel, I purchased a vehicle that could handle the mother of all hills.
The transition to West, by God, Virginia was a GO! In steps another human angel, a friend and neighbor who became my moving hero, making numerous trips back and forth with his vehicle overflowing with my worldly belonging. I was deeply impressed with his ability to pack a vehicle to maximum capacity. When we discovered an electrical short in the water pump at my new abode, there was the gracious offer to loan me the money to pay for the electrical rewiring. I humbly accepted, still waiting for my settlement.
The mortal angels were all around. There was my dear and wonderful friend who loaned me the money to pay for the transfer of the deed into my name, helped me pick out a heating system, a washer/dryer and a refrigerator with another loan. Most importantly she was there by my side through all my ups and downs.
FINALLY! The settlement came! I felt like I could take a deep breath for the first time since, what seemed like, forever. With this money I quickly repaid my angels, one in particular refused to accept all the repayment and said it was a gift. If anyone can actually earn a place in heaven, the many angels from the giver of the house, the giver of the car loan, the moving hero with a loan and a dear friend who gave not only of money and but gave especially of her heart, as all the others had, in never ending abundance, certainly their place is assured in heavenly grandeur.
This is the last of a three part series but the miracles continue. All I need ever do is ask, surrender and be grateful.
Shafiya is a Reiki Master/Teacher, EFT and Healing Touch Practitioner along with Visions of Wellness (a gift from the Universe). She can be reached at (304) 258-0728 or email shafiya_eve@yahoo.com

Winter 2011

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Hello all!

Shafiya & Margo

Shafiya & Margo

Welcome to Reiki ~ EFT and Visions of Wellness!

Many clients choose energy healing as a way of  staying healthy and engaged in their personal and spiritual development.

When healing is understood as personal growth and spiritual development, many find the strength to transform the most challenging health conditions and life situations.

Shafiya Eve, Reiki Master/Teacher

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I have recently moved to the beautiful Mountain State of West Virginia.  Please come visit me in Berkeley Springs for a session or private retreat in my home.

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